I dunno, lately I've been having mood swings, it could be hormones.
But I've just been really lonely, well, I have this special guy to talk to be at night, and help me fall asleep, but when he's not there, it's like...not death, but a hollowness to being alone all the time. I mean, I enjoy solitude, but there is something wrong to the solitude that's been nagging at me lately. It's loneliness. I always feel like I need my safety blanket, but I do realize I'm strong enough to live without the support of others. It's just that...I noticed all of my old confidants are slowly leaving me. I guess that's the price of getting into relationships, y